Tmr is Sec Four Farewell! I bet everyone's so excited, well at least yall shld be. : DD &&Nutter and I are in charge of the most embarressing moments EVER. I'm a happy girl. (: Job hunting today was a failure. : / Haha, so we ended up shoppping at parkway parade. My Dorothy perkins purse is coming my way. Cos mum is taking me on a movie date on Saturday! That means shopping too! Tell me i'm lucky! : DDDD

Meanwhile, i have nothing to wear to bandconcert. This is not good, nono. I hate this mann! Hoho, time to buy the lastest Teenvogue everyone. (: Shit, i'm such a vain pot! ): I took my weight a while ago, I lost 1/2 kg. Okay, not very good, but at least i know the dieting works. : D And totally contradicting myself, I had a milkybar today. : / Haha, the sinful treats.

To-do-list.

1. Get a job!
2. Get the christmas presents.
3. Buy next year's syllabus.
4. Practice danceworks.
5. Shopping baby!
6. Finish up my hmk! :D

Haha, and there it is, one of my lists again. Though i know there's a high chance of myself not being able to be on task, I'd try. : D I just screamed, do this, and you'd scream too.

I need to lose weight, fast.

Hello all, marie is good today. So in the morn i went for Game comm meeting, when i was suppose to meet Jiahui and all for brekkie. So anyhow, the usual me was late again. I suggested that we meet directly in school, while they buy my food for me. : D I love yall. Hohoho, dancers 1st December is gonna be that day of your lives mann, the games are pretty good.

So after that i left school with Rach to meet Val, Clare and Jeremey. Milk tea at Mos! God, i'm alr addicted to it. : / /Okay, whatever. Clare and Jeremey are so cute together. : D They held hands and all today! Hohoho!

Rahh, then we met Luke and Samuel. Hohoho, and went to the arcade to play 'ParaPara'. (: And poor me had to wear my pull over and looked like a polarbear. : / Val kept making us hungry. And we kept craving for food. Hohoho, come to think of it, i ate alot today. And i spent alot of money on food!

Yeah, on the way back i went to get January's issue of Cosmo Girl. Then went to Jiahui's house for job hunting, gave up half way. :) My sister's so happy her As are over and she wants to go iceskating with me. But i've got dance. ):

I need to go shopping, i'm seriously running outta clothes. Oh, and not to mention i dont have an outfit for band night. Tell me how! Rahh. At least i have some ideas, thanks to my recently bought cosmo girl. (:

Goodnight y'all. (:

I dont feel good today, and these love songs just make me feel worse.

I feel extremely gloomy today, and i cant seems to find the reason why. Kdrama? No. Urgh, i dont knoww. I dont feel like going for dance, i feel like staying home to sleep.

Its dance later, i dont feel good at all. I can feel my brain forcing itself out of my head. Whats more i'm sneezing and sweating at the same time. This aint good, at all. I feel so tired, and i havent done anything the whole morning. Its a monday morning, what dyou expect?

I'm missing school alr. Falling asleep in class, writing letters, passing msges arnd, and making fun of teachers and their dressing sense. I miss yall one three06' see, all that waking up early is worth it. And i heard my dearest Anne-marie is going to SJI Int? Ohmygod, talk about true blue everyone! Anne-marie dont go! Just when i heard about Nat not leaving, Annie's leaving. This isnt making me feel better.

I'm starving.

This post is so random, and rubbishy. Hello, i'm just hear to rant everything out. Not like its helping, oh whateverr.

Its just so amazing how the lil' 'undercover' stuff she does just pisses me off, and she thinks i dont know anything. HM, LET HER BE MARIE. Youre gloomy enough alr. Well on a lighter note, i think i'll be able to go for dinner with the dancers tonight. : D

I havent been putting enough effort into dance, even if Isabel and Jans dont get pissed, i sometimes get irritated with myself. For not being able to have enough energy, style and other what-have-you-s. Its so frustrating yknow. But i'm getting better at my flexibility! Just hopefully by danceworks i'll be able to catch up with the rest. Cos yknow the feeling of not being able to be as good as the rest, just brings me down. : /

Yadah, yadah. I'm off children.

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
To make them understand
Have you ever had someone
Steal your heart away
You'd give anything, oh
To make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

You dont have to say you love me, just be close at hand.

I had a good day today! : D Thanks to Nutter, Rachael and Jiahui. And again, being retarded with them is super fun! Like watching Barney and Friends live at United Square. Whoo, we're children at heart! ;D And cam-whoring at toys-r-us and being fascinated by those electric generated toys, funn! Met pops, and i bought a pull over! Its big and cool shit! YAY!


Jiahui thinks these hairbands are.. HIP. Hmm.


Flowerpower! ;D


I have no eyes. -_-'


Hello, spastic.


Christmas balls. WRONGG.

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I know its a pretty overrr song, but these make my day. So effing sweet! :D *sniffs.

I'm broke again. Okay, welcome to my life. At least i know i've got 9 bucks to claim back from meishi. ; DD Its back to staying home tmrw, unless jiahui can meet me. That also means i need money, you see i feel so bad to keep asking mum for money. I NEED TO WORK. No one wants to hire me, actually i didnt even try lahh. Ghostwhisperer is so sad! ' You learned to dance just for me' OMGOMGOMG. Ahh, so touching.

Okay, so i heard about the game today. What happened mann?! Okayokay, i shant rub it in. But go NewGeneration(?!)! Yall dont be disheartened hokaydokay? ; DD Maybe yall didnt play as well cos us babes werent there! Okay, shutup marieee leee.

Dance was extra tiring today, i dont know why. Maybe cause we were made to run up and down the stairs twice. But it's all for the good! ;D Then while we were going through the routine, i could taste the digusting taste of digestive juices. Omg, sucks. But then i felt better after the short break. I need more energy! Omg, i need help! H20H20H20! Wait, does that even help? I need more stamina mann, i better be able to wake up early for running next tuesday. D:

After dance we visited Bonnie at her workplace, over at Lido's MosBurger. She looks so cute in that bandana and outfit. Okay, not outfit. Uniform. OGAYOGAYOGAY. Like Bonn always says. She's funny shits. : D After that, we decided to go kaypoh-ing at Hyatt, where the Secondary fours were having their Graduation. We walked past really really slowly, with all the bell-boys staring at us. But only say two Secondary fives in their pretty dresses. Hey, you dont always get to see people so nicely dressed kayy. :D So without any avail, we went to Far East. Nut, Jiahui and I alr decided on a shopping spree soon. We all were broke today, eeyer, sucks.

While happily shopping, Jiahui recieved a msg, from our dearest Bonnie. She said she was very happy and touched when she saw us and that she was really grateful. Aww, you sweet lil' Bonn. See how sweet dancers can be? Go ij dance ensem! Yay! Ilovedancers!


Yall make my day. ;D

All hail the camera. : D


My dearest Nutter, dont you think she looks like a terrorist?! HOHO. i <3 nutter.


I havent seen these machines in the longest times, they take your weight and height. For twenty cents only! : DD

I missed it, Utt was on Coffee talks and Hawker walks. D :

What a useless act of foolishness, i put upon you. Cause i know it aint working, and my true love can't come true. For all is too long to wait, and too far to reach, all i wish for is the lover's that is not lost.

Whatever would befall, hold me close &love me like you've never before.

Watch rainbows and butterflies, cupcakes and candies, watch them closely they aint what they seem to be. Life's imperfections inevitable, overlook them? Unlikely. Then in every heart i see a crack, in every glow a tinch of black. And in all of love, there's giving but not giving back.

Feed yourself with love's ecstasy,
it wont last long,
but at least you'll see,
the better side of love,
that you wont believe had seen.

I fear not, for this is my fate.

We made Jenn angry today, cos we were gigling about her newly dyed hair. We just wanted to kachiau her actually, we didnt expect her to get so furious. So she got mad at us and decided to go shopping with Yuanmay and Jazreel again. I hope she's fine now. Then Jewel suggested that we should just go. And so off to cineleisure we went. : D After lunch we bumped into Alyssa and Gian. WHat funny people, Alyssa is so funny, and uber nice to bully. ; ) Gian was scary, forcing Alyssa to go to her house and stuff. HAHA. Jewel was just, in the world of Jay Chou's music. Thanks to Alyssa's ipod. So after much talking and shits, we decided to go to J8. Walking arnd and being retarded as usual. With Jewel rambling on and on, about listening to your mum/ ting mama de hua (inside joke). Hoho, and Rachael and her 50cents fine when she doesnt finish her sentence. : )

Corn soup at Mos was good. Talking and laughing, was well, good as well. Shit, what am i typing. : // Owells. Met Glenn and Samuel by coincedence, both with dyed hair. One purple (?!) and the other red, but it aint so obvious. Yeahh, came home and now Aly is rushing me to blog. Haiyoyo, that funny person. Oh mann, chicken rice cravee. : //

I've got a stye in my eye. ) : And apparently momma says i've been prone to it since young, which is something thats not part of my memory. HOHO. Mummy says I've gotta go to the doc's tmrw. EEE. My mummy dearest just picked out all the seeds from the grapes and cut mango for me! So very sweet of her right? Its the motherly lovee. : DD

Danceworks today, hmm. I was pretty tired today, maybe cos i woke up earlier than usual. Owells, i'm coping okay with the new steps. Just that it wasnt so easy to fit in the style and all that in. Cos i'm not so sure yet. I still stumble sometimes. :/ Practice makes perfect mann! Hoho. After dance we started goofing arnd in the dance studio, and then isabel, nutter, cheechee, lili, and chyechye (ignore those wierd nicknames) were like dancing to Aint no other man. Imitating Christina Auguilara and stuff. It was all so funny. And Janice and nut still cant believe that i was doing a shannaye backwards, dont laugh kayy! Tskk. Then we went for dinner, that Lianne didnt come long'. Haiyoyo. We had pretty much fun, like talking about hair and stuff. A lil' bit of bitching. Shan't elaborate on that. Sheesh.

Mum wants me to change my line to a prepaid! Ohmy, pleasee dont. I've seen my friends go
through that, and it sucks. ) : AHH, NO MUMMY. NOOOO. : //

Viva Spiritus, an IJ Arts Fest.

Stunning, esp Gail, Cheryl, Eugenia, Shimona &Melissa. Babes who i once called juniors now sing solo parts. And tell me, they achieved more than the seniors did. &The lil ones who i used to call twinklets are now part of Les Vocalists. Saint Michael's Primary choir was guest to the function, they look so cutee! With the bowl-like hairstyles and checkered, short-sleeved button downs. Oh tell me, thats so outta the trend. But who cares, they looked cute. :D As they sang songs that i too, sang on the same stage justa year ago. The fuzzy nostalgia just fills me up all over again. Now participating in the concert as an audience, and also 'hairstylist' cum 'makeup artisit' makes me feel a whole lot different. I still rmb last year, when the ones we called 'jiejies' tied our hair, and told us what to do.

Finale was da bomb. Calling the choristers back up to sing together, made me so emotional. It just brought back so many memories, esp those in Sydney. And then a hug from Ms lim just sorta calmed me down. Now seeing the next badge of Primary sixes graduating, reminds me of when i was one of them, on that stage singing for that one last time, as part of the choir. I was just asking myself on the way back home, what would i give back to the choir? For the amount i recieved and the experience i gained. For not only the tips for vocal, but also built our innerself, made us more like women. So much more womanly, and mature. I'd say, i'd give anything, just to for them again. And there goes the fuzziness again.

Now the choir's filled with new memebers, who would also recieve as much as i did. Just hope they'd treasure it, cause before yknow it, it gone. Just in that flash. I dont know why i make sucha big hoohaa outta this, i guess it just means alot to me. : )

With the heavy heart i carry,
I care not but to burry,
all the emotions,
of which i was weary.

Hey anonymous, i'm sorry if i have in anyway have offended you or whatsoever. I dont get why i appeared as a "copycat" and "poser" to you, but i guess calling me that doesnt make you much a better person. And if you were any bit unhappy about the way i act or whatever, maybe you should leave your name, or talk it into my face. Cos remaining anon just makes you a coward, and a loser. Ohyeahh, if the prupose of saying all then was to get me pissed, or to me feel bad abt myself, sorry youve failed.

Thanks and goodbye. :DD

My oh my, this week's gonna be jolly.

Monday; Tanning at Sherlyn's
Tuesday; Attempt to bake cookies! :DD
Wednesday; Dance, techniques class.
Thursday; Step-up with the dancers.
Friday; Shopping with momma!

Yay! I'm finally getting a life. :D I'll blog when i get home. :))

#1 Single, taken or crushing?
Single, and happy single. :D
#2 Are you happy with your life?
Could be happier.
#3 When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
Havent met the right one. : /
#4 Have you ever had your heart broken?
Nopes.
#5 Do you believe that there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
No! What kinda shit question is this?!
#6 Would you ever take someone back if he/she cheated on you?
No!
#7 Have you talked about marriage with another before?
Hahahah! No, but i ever talked abt the ideal husband. (:
#8 Do you want children?
Maybee.
#9 How many?
I said maybe right!
#10 Would u consider adoption?
Maybeee.
#11 If somebody likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feeling?
I dont know lahh.
#12 Do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
Havent been in one. : /
#13 Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did before?
Dont have an ex!
#14 Do you believe in first love?
Ehh, perhaps.
#15 Do you believe that you can change someone?
Depends on who.
#16 Are you romantic?
No, but i like romantic movies. (:
#17 If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
Paris! :DD
#18 Do you easily give in in fighting?
Depends who the opponent is. :D
#19 Have you wished that you could have someone but messed it up?
I think so.
#20 Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Hmm.
#21 Have you ever broke a heart?
Actually i dont know.
#22 If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl whom you are deepy in love with, what will you do?
Cry and let them be together! HAHAHA!
#23 Are u missing someone now?
Yes.

See how bored i am!

Sorry for not posting ytd, i was rather lazy and tired. : / So we went to the zoo, despite of the downpour, we still had a hella of a time. (: ITS THE COMPANY YOU SEE. :DD After the almighty late jewel arrived, and ate, we left for mandai! :D





We did lotsa camerawhoring! :DD I especially liked their bins! So cute and squaree! YAY!


Hello retards. ;D



&So it rained, didnt kill our mood though, except towards the end. Then while walking in the rain we started singing songs. Yknow those trams in the zoo? Yeah, there was one kind zoo keeper who just allowed us to hop on to her tram with no charge! (: The rest who went past us were just heartless bongbongs. (?!) So after leaving the zoo, and after much much much alot of considerations, we headed for Junctions Eight! I'm starting to hate that place, but still wanna go there. Whyy! :// And the stupid delifrance meal had me broke, and the worse thing is i didnt even finish eating it. ) : Then jenn went to Seiyu to buy nail polish and fake nails(?!). HURR. Then Luke said he wanted to meet us, so then Rachael told him to come to the Cosmetics dept at Seiyu. HARHARHAR, wait till the guys go brokebackk! Hohoho. I'm suppose to be at church now, shitt.

Thank you 5/6 of fun for ytd, i had a jolly good time. (:

I miss y'all!


Bimbos.


Jennifurr.


Sampan and Jiahui.

I just found out my cousin had an english name today.

I'll blog abt the wedding tmr. : D

Mum says i'm slave to the computer, i wake up and immediately get myself online. OHWELLS. So today's the day the first grandchild gets married, luckily its not a girl, or my granny would cry. Hoho, its at the Gallery Hotel, and Mindy, Mabel and Dad arent going. Cos of work and exams. Ohwells, can you imagine how awkward it'll be. : / But heck, i'm excited! Its cousin bonding time! ((: My cousins with stubbles, heh.

Oh yesyes, i cut my fringe. Last night, it was sucha rush. Then mum still wanted to do facial and all that shit. Oh and last night was the first hair cut that i didnt cry! Are yall happy for me? (: I tell you its sucha great accomplishment!

And their playing Hoobastanks The reason. (: Ohmymama, the memories. I tell you. : / Rahh, whatever. I'm so jolly excited. And its like everyone will be there, except for the three people from my fam. ): Someone tell me where Gallery Hotel is?! Gahh, i'm so excited. :D Pictures!

Okok, whatever.
BYEBYE.

Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows
You're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing
in this world I can't be
I never know what you see but there's
something in the way you look at me

If I could freeze a moment in my mind
be the second that you
Touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock
Make time stand still
Cause baby this is just the way
I always wanna feel

That something in the way you look at me.

Yesterday's fever was bad, though it was only a mere 38 degrees. It was enough to kill me. And the thing is i was prefectly ine when i went to J8 to meet up with Jiahui and Samp. Until i went to gramp's for dinner. I had absolutely no appetite. & I thought nothing was wrong cos i usually dont take dinner. Until i felt so bloody cold, and got momma to feel my forehead. Rahh, fever. So i went back home and took like some disgusting black coloured medicine, it was so awful. ) : So i was ordered to go sleep. First time, falling asleep was like within seconds. Then at about 11 plus, mum woke me up to take another spoonful of that awful thing. So subsequently after that, falling asleep was so difficult. And then i started thinking about stuff, which made the whole head ache more than it had. Oh god save me, describing it just makes me feel worse. : ( Woke up like so many times last night, this sucks.

I havent took my temperature this morning, but i feel much better though i can still feel my heart pounding in my head . Yeah, sucks. I wake up and i'm forced to eat this pau that granny bought from the market. Excuse me, i'm sick. You arent suppose to give a sick person pau its so greasy and oily. So i had a bite, and gave up eating. And then i overheard Mum speaking to Dad abt her staying home today to look after me, guess what. I woke up and only my maid was arnd. So last night i realised that !st cousin's solemnisation was tmr, which is friday, and also the day i'm suppose to be out with Alyssa, Val, Clare and all. I guess i just cant go. And today, i'm suppose to rush and get my outfit for tmr's event with Rachael, and Jenn (who is btw in spore! ((: ) but my mum just forbits me from stepping outta house cos of this stupid fever. Thus now i'm ranting at blogger. : /

Gah, is there anything that can make me feel justa lil' better. Okay, there's carebear's on teevee.
Who wants a carebear hug! I DO! ) : C'mon carebears! It's time to save Marie. ((:
See what the fever did to me? : /

stupid phone, stop ringing lah.

Today was b-o-r-i-n-g. Oh mann, when can i ever ever ice skate. : ( We didnt get to ice skate cos it was getting kinda late by the time we finished studying. OHWELLS. Another time then, meishi had better be free. Tskkkk.

So we ended up watching DeathNote, whatthehell. Such a unrealistic show. Okay finee, the storyline is alright, but it's too too computerised. Haiyoyo. &&i didnt get to watch The Covenant. Oh man, the hotness. (:

Hahah, did yall know i like Josh Groban! &&i wanna have his new album! Sponsor someone? ((: and stupid Meishi Koon still owes me 7bucks. Neighh youu, Meishi. Ohwells, i want a new blogskin! I think i'll just randomly grab one from blogskins. I'm so so so lazyy. : /

Never thought i'd be so so into you.

Hello all. (: I went out with Jewel and Sam today. Did some hmk, and bought button earrings! :Ｄ Red and white, stripes. (: Oh and i saw a brown crocheqt bikini! I likeee. : D

'Okay, now i hafta make a skin for danella. ((:

Note, i dont do this alot. So youre in for smth today. HAHA.
1. FIRST NAME? Marie (:

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Perhaps? Ask my mum.

3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
Last night? Oh god, dont ask.

4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
You have yet to see it, i dont think you'll like it. WHY AM I TALKING TO THE QUIZ.

5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Beef, maybe a lil chicken. (: 6. I don't know what the question was. What is this?

7. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Eh, perhaps lah.

8. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
Yeaps.

9. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
To certain people only. : D

10. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yeaps, i dont rmb taking them out though.

11. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Oh yesyes.

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Wafflecrisp!

13. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Nopes. : /

14. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
Heh, i dunno. I like to arm wrestle though! (:

15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Mochaa.

16. SHOE SIZE?
6, 6.5, 7?

17. RED OR PINK?
RED.

18. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
Hating everything abt myself, yes thats what i hate.

19. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Godma, who's all the way in Chicago. : (

20. WHAT COLOUR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Pink shorts and pink bedroom slippers?

21. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Eggs with bacon bits.

22. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Lost prophets, Last train home. So over, i know.

23. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Yellow! (:

24. FAVORITE SMELL?
Dolly girl, Anna Sui. Gah, materialism.

25. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Luke.

26. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO?
Hm, i dont get attracted to anyone. HOHO.

27. FAVORITE DRINK?
Peach and Lychee soda. At pasta mania. (:

28. FAVORITE SPORT?
Swimming, rockclimbing? Is dancing a sport? LOL.

29. EYE COLOR?
Hazel brown

30. HAT SIZE?
My guess cap's a medium.

31. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Yeapos!

32. FAVORITE FOOD?
Ive got a sweet tooth, that should say alot alr. (:

33. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING?
Happy ending. (:

34. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED AT THE MOVIE THEATRE?
DOA

35. WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Orange pjs.

36. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter.

37. HUGS OR KISSES?
Hugs, thank you.

38. FAVORITE DESSERT?
Ice cream. : D

39.WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
Starting on Five people you meet in heaven reall soon. : D

40. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
My mouse. Duh.

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST NIGHT ON TV?
Some stupid bra show. : /

42. FAVORITE SOUNDS?
The shower.

43. ROLLING STONE OR BEATLES?
Queen. (:

44. THE FURTHEST YOU'VE BEEN FROM HOME?
Mum says i've been to the states, though i dont rmb.

45. WHAT IS YOUR SPECIAL TALENT?
Talent? HAH, get real.

46. WHEN AND WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
140893, Thomson Medical.

47. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST THOUGHT TODAY?
Fck, bad hair day.


Michael called me Marie! Wahaha, not cockroach! Gosh, miracle.

Edwards. says: but marieee,you see its called a fact
& we'll get there, this i swear. says: omg!
& we'll get there, this i swear. says: you called me marie!

Get my point? (:

Note, i dont do this alot. So youre in for smth today. HAHA.

1. FIRST NAME?
Marie (:

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER
ANYONE?
Perhaps? Ask my mum.

3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
Last
night? Oh god, dont ask.

4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
You
have yet to see it, i dont think you'll like it. WHY AM I TALKING TO THE QUIZ.

5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Beef, maybe a lil chicken.
(:

6. I don't know what the question was.
What is
this?

7. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH
YOU?
Eh, perhaps lah.

8. DO YOU HAVE A
JOURNAL?
Yeaps.

9. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
To certain
people only. : D

10. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yeaps, i
dont rmb taking them out though.

11. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Oh
yesyes.

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE
CEREAL?
Wafflecrisp!

13. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE
THEM OFF?
Nopes. : /

14. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
Heh, i
dunno. I like to arm wrestle though! (:

15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE
ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Mochaa.

16. SHOE SIZE?
6, 6.5,
7?

17. RED OR PINK?
RED.

18. WHAT IS THE LEAST
FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
Hating everything abt myself, yes thats what i
hate.

19. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Godma, who's all the way in
Chicago. : (

20. WHAT COLOUR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU
WEARING?
Pink shorts and pink bedroom slippers?

21. LAST THING
YOU ATE?
Eggs with bacon bits.

22. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO
RIGHT NOW?
Lost prophets, Last train home. So over, i know.

23.
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Yellow! (:

24.
FAVORITE SMELL?
Dolly girl, Anna Sui. Gah, materialism.

25. WHO
WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Luke.

26. THE
FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO?
Hm, i dont get
attracted to anyone. HOHO.

27. FAVORITE DRINK?
Peach and Lychee
soda. At pasta mania. (:

28. FAVORITE SPORT?
Swimming,
rockclimbing? Is dancing a sport? LOL.

29. EYE COLOR?
Hazel
brown

30. HAT SIZE?
My guess cap's a medium.

31.
DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Yeapos!

32. FAVORITE FOOD?
Ive got a
sweet tooth, that should say alot alr. (:

33. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY
ENDING?
Happy ending. (:

34. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED AT THE MOVIE
THEATRE?
DOA

35. WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Orange
pjs.

36. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter.

37. HUGS OR
KISSES?
Hugs, thank you.

38. FAVORITE DESSERT?
Ice cream. :
D

39.WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
Starting on Five people you
meet in heaven reall soon. : D

40. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
My
mouse. Duh.

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST NIGHT ON TV?
Some stupid
bra show. : /

42. FAVORITE SOUNDS?
The shower.

43.
ROLLING STONE OR BEATLES?
Queen. (:

44. THE FURTHEST YOU'VE BEEN
FROM HOME?
Mum says i've been to the states, though i dont
rmb.

45. WHAT IS YOUR SPECIAL TALENT?
Talent? HAH, get
real.

46. WHEN AND WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
140893, Thomson
Medical.

47. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST THOUGHT TODAY?
Fck, bad hair
day.

Michael called me Marie! Wahaha, not cockroach! Gosh,
miracle.

Edwards. says:
but marieee,you see its called a fact
& we'll
get there, this i swear. says:
omg!
& we'll get there, this i swear.
says:
you called me marie!

this is what i mean.

Its been a long day, ran arnd the island with momma, buy textiles, shampoo. Yknow necessities. Then we were at the Watsons buying shampoo, then we were talking about my cousins early pregnancy, then momma told me that while she was carrying me, she ever thought of aborting me. Like wth momma, you didnt hafta to say that. But at least i'm still living lah. (:

&&then i thought, what the world would be like without me. HMM, not much of a difference right? I mean i dont know, but yeahh. &then i thought if my momma had aborted me that year she found out she got me (1993) , then would i be born again? As in born with another pair of parents? Then what type of life would i be leading? Would i even be chinese?

&what would the world be like? Onethree will have another register number 13, ij dance will have another dancer. And the world will have one less fat person! : / I mean seriously, thats all right. Just proves that i havent achieved much huh.

So what the hell, i dont think i have made much of an impact in the lives of the people arnd me, as in they would still be living as well as they are without me right? Okay, you see, i havent really done much for them. And the thing is, i dont know how. : / Now, i am getting far-fetched. And this is getting draggy. Oh myy marie, dont tell me youre having suicidal thoughts.

Now mindy is telling me abt game her friend is playing. Its like youve gotta buy this "racket" and then you sit in front of the television and start hitting the air, while the sensors will detect the direction youre hitting. Can you just imagine how retarded that'll look? WAHAHAHA, FUNNY SHIT.

I'm giving up on you.

Seems like i can not stop falling ill. I'm sitting and staring, hungry with my left eye swollen. : X This is seriously not goood. While i'm suppose to be at mass now, i'm like staring at the screen tearing. This suckss. I dont like. And Rachael Lye the pangsai head is like buggin me to go for lunch with them. I wanna go, but this eye is buggin me. &&i do not wanna waste my sunday staring at the computer screen. : /

I gotta do smth about this eye.

Mum bought a new oven, so i wont be so bored during the hols. I can start baking and burning things. (: But on the other hand, she was being such a pain today, she didnt allow me out and told me that she'd be taking me out, in the end, i spent the whole day at home lazing arnd. Just a wasted day like this. Then when i got home she made me drink this weird black thingy, so disgustingly smelly. &trust me, this isnt the worse.

But on a lighter note, i heard that jenn's coming back tmr! (: Something worth being excited about. YAY. So ive changed the blogskin, but to one that ive used before, owells luh. I'm lazyy.

And the lazy me shall do her math now.
gdnight.

OOH! I've got ytd's pictures alr! ;D




Now, stop laughing at my ohsodisgusting body, momma lee says 'Love your body'. HAHA. : D Just making myself feel better. So i was suppose to go bowling today, but momma says to do those stuff on weekdays, oh wells then. (:

Ive got a slight fever, and my brain hurts so much.

and yet i'm blogging. : /

Since the stupid inconsiderate Mabel Lee has brought the laptop together with her, to the airport to tonn, I am stuck with Mindy's Fujitsu 3- smth smth to work with. But at least i get to blog. (: But this also means i cannot post the pictures i took with sherlyn today. Which is also the 1st time i wore a bikini for swimming. : / Picture that. HAHA. Okay, they're coming. By tmr, i promise.

So after leaving the teo's, I left for J8. The most boring place on earth. Met up with Sam, then Edwards and Glenn. Hoho, so dinner at pastamania again. &i tell you, if their sales went up a whole lot this October &November, its thanks to us. Though i didnt eat no nothing. : ) Diet you see, and then Glenn and Edwards went "not eating AGAIN?!" haha, yes dudes. Sam didnt eat neither. Cos she was gonna have dinner with her parents.

So we had another round of arm wrestling! Okay, so today didnt turn out well, didnt defeat the two dudes. Rahh y'all, you just wait, i'm gonna defeat you both. (: Haha, and while Glenn was wrestling Edwards, his cheeks flushed pink, GHEY I TELL Y'ALL. Haha, kidding.

Pictures up tmr! (:

Hating the fact that i absolutely cant bring myself to like you, i question myself of the disability to distant myself from you. &with you prescence heavily weighing my down, i feel a surge to just break free from all this bitching. You know it, and i do too. Not forgetting the fact that youre constantly pretencious of everything that happening, that still makes it a whole lot more hypocritical. I do however, enjoy your company. Despite the fact that i hate the way you talk, walk, sit, stand, and everything else. Somehow its just hard, to not go with your flow. But someohow everyone just cant stop licking your boots, like youre the one that's gonna see them through, when no. Its just because everyones loves the Miss popular, whether its you or not. I hate to say this is not jealousy. Its just how i hate seeing things work like this, cos its not meant to be.

I cant get enough of bitching can i?
cos i'm afterall, female.
Welcome to the bitchy side of me.

Stupid spotlights and crazy workouts.

I knew i was gonna die today. So our new instructor's Miss wee, She's hot. (: But she's evil. Hoho, so she played this track and we had to keep doing crunches till the song ended, i tell you. I think we did like 1000 or smth. So she said each time we stopped she'd play the song all over again. I wanted to diee. & then we did splits, stretches, and all the balancing excercises. Now walking hurts. ) : Yes, i'm definately in for a muscle ache tmr. ) : So now I'm suffering from a mind blowing headache. & i dont want to blog anymore. ):

Cos you never were what you thought to be,
you were always smth more.

Jennifer Tan Ke Theng, I want you back now. I miss you! : /

Ive got dance later today, i'm afraid they might make us do all those difficult spins and spilts. Shannes and pirouettes, enough to kill my feet. &considering the fact that i'm so so so inflexi, i'm just gonna tear my muscles and die. But i guess its just like that, and since i'm in dance ive just gonna train train train.

Glenn Tan must go and die noww. HAHA.